Be still

Many times.. it's not easy to stay still and enjoy the space we have got. It's friday, for so long that i have never anticipated weekend as much as a student as saturday means 7 hours of work till 11pm, not sweet at all.

It's friday today, but here I am listening to Yiruma's work.. I feel so much peace, plainly giving thanks for the past busy week and another busy one ahead because I know, after that it would be more great ones to come because it's easter holiday! :D

Space is an amazing thing. Without your own space, you feel strained. Too much of it, you got lonely. The right amount of space is perfect. :D you get couples shouting at each other saying, you make me suffocated or kids shouting at their parents to leave them alone. The connection between beings could be so beautiful with the right amount of space, and yet so unpleasant if too much space is invaded. Have you ever wonder, but why is it that, the more space you give God, the more you let God invade your life, the more peace and joy you will be filled with. Isn't this special? But why, we, Christians, still always do not bother to spend this time with the only One who could satisfy the soul yet trying so hard to ask why extended solitude tortures and why stolen space strains.

I can't help but feel blessed for this special One I could spend my space with, no matter how much, no matter how long, no matter when, no matter how. It's always beautiful. Thank you Lord for such a friend, lover, soul mate you are. I could only grow to love you more each day.

Esmond and I are learning to give each other the right amount of space, believe me, it's such a beautiful yet challenging thing to learn =)