Emotions, can be so demanding in a sense that they want all your attention! I woke up feeeelinggg soooo lousy! Partly it was because I had a long night at work, so I was physically tired. And, I had a dream, so vivid that it brought back memories that have already faded. Then, I started feeling nostalgic. And then, the glooomy sky made me feeeel gloooomy as well (now, I'm blaming on the weather! XD) Or should I blame the hormones instead? (Esp girls?) And loneliness.. makes it worse. yikes.
I have a chemistry exam next week. So, I NEED to study, but I seriously couldn't focus. I was thinking about a lot of stuffs, except Chemistry! XD
I felt so lousy that I found myself chopping carrots, onions, garlic & etc for dinner. (I think it was only 1pm) Taking my sweet time, I really did enjoy preparing for cooking. I think I just found myself a new way to satisfy the emotions, putting them at rest. :) (Trying not to give in to this funny thing, called emotion)
Was thankful that all the ingredients for pasta are so cheap here, compared to Malaysia. :)
I baked pasta! :) Housemates think it was not bad at all! :)
And, honey roasted parsnips. Housemates don't really like parsnips. =/ But I think those I had at bro's still taste better though. :(
I definitely enjoyed cooking and there'd be nothing else in your brain, except trying the best to cook nice food. :) Emotions plainly have no way to attack your soul that time!
Housemate found this at a grocery shop! =D I like it! It is Sweet and Hot! (I said sweet first, cos you taste the sweetness first before your taste buds get the spiciness.
It's never easy when emotions start to get hold of you. But, I believe, it's still a battle to win! I find talking to Him the best way still, but so many times, we just tend to forget about this and think that other things are able to satisfy this demanding soul, and end up feeling worse and worse at the end of the day after trying so hard yet unsettled. Isn't it?
This reminds me of a phrase;
If you can't sleep, don't count sheep, talk to the shephard. :)
