Bro's wedding~

It has been a while since i last updated.. i'm stil alive n fine!!!! hehehehee... =D 2008 is going to end soon.. Ii'm coming back home for christmas break now. It's the same old home, but tis holiday was special. Yes. it is. The whole family was inside this house.. the scene i've missed so much since bros left home. it'd been a while..........since the 5 of us cud sit together under one roof.....tis time it's even more special as one new member joined us under this roof.. =D n tat's none other than my sis in law, Lee Ling! =D Well, my eldest bro finally get married already on 19th December 2008!!! A day i've waited for so long.. hehee.. i was soo excited! i shall post a few photos here...

sorry.. not in the right order.. my cousin, Val n i

well.. obviously it's me.. ahha

ahem ahem.. bahagianya..

auntie n uncle with their 3 cute kids!

Cousins

my best frens!!!!!!

with pastors, Bi ho and mom & Gabriel n mom

Family..

bro's art teacher presenting his oil painting of da sao n bro..

My little cute cous n i..

My second bro n I

Hahaa.. tat's my dad!

WHOLE FAMILY

Auntie Uncle n their 3 kids!!

Cousins n I

Yiyi, bro n I

Pastor Lisa n I

The candle..

Congratulations to my bro n sis in law!!! yippepeeeeee... Weelll..This is all about the wedding.. i know i know, i should write more!!!! i guess i'll do it next time.. heehehee...=d

People.. We seriously need God in everything.. from little things to big things.. He makes everything beautiful.. i trust that more than anything.. =D n i still trust it today...

I really wanna thank God for bro's wedding..for making all these happened.. thank my parents for everythin they have done for the preparation.. n deep down in my heart i pray for bro n sis in law's happiness.. =D Please have the best marriage under God's blessings.. Always stay close to God!!...

Well.. if there's a chance.. i'll tell u more about wat happen in the past few months!! hahaa.. sorry...

Hard times?

I was pondering…

Life is not all about smooth sailing.. nor all about suffering.. There’re times when you get really desperate and just cry out to God, telling Him how much you need Him..and how weak you are…

Is pain always a punishment? No.. for example, was God disciplining Job when Job suffered? Nope. God had already held up Job as a model of goodness as He told Satan that no one on earth is as blameless as Job…so why should God discipline a blameless person? Well..a person’s trial may, in fact, be used to win a great spiritual victory. Like how Job has trusted God in his darkest days when Satan insisted that he would curse God.. Maybe this is how people around you can see the strength God put in you and how God can help u make it through when you trust if we are like Job. So shall we give up and mourn all the time we face trials? Or shall we stay strong by the strength from God n rejoice? It’s hard.. it is…..

Pain always come with a purpose. Look at the pain Israel gone thru in the book of Isaiah, but God makes clear that this pain was not arbitrary and purposeless. Like childbirth, it’ll lead to sth happy and good. God also reaffirms that the suffering of Israelites will one day lead to a great missionary among all humanity. Think about the pain we’re bearing right now.. I believe there’s a purpose there.. you might not find it now.. but soon… you’ll understand why…many times I do not understand why things happened but each time I looked back.. I know that they bear different fruits.. patience..love…and many many others..

I always believe that sufferings, pains and afflictions are meant to make us strong. They happen as to mould us into an instrument that God can use for His purposes. I guess we all agree that these afflictions make us grow.. don’t they? It’s just that they are painful.. so we must learn to rejoice and ask God.. wad r the things He want us to learn from each of them.. instead of getting depressed. But often, we’ll just give in to depression and let emotions take over us fully. It’s difficult but by faith, I believe we all can do it!!! =D

Perseverance is what I need to have. -Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who loved Him.- James 1:12 This verse always encourage me the most. =D as God promised me a crown of life! So people.. Persevere but do not let Satan defeats you!

So now, we should be joyful though life’s difficult, hard..painful..as Romans 5:3 said that….but we also rejoice in our sufferings,, because we know that suffering produces perseverance;4 perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does disappoint us, because God has poured out His love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom He has given us. Pray for Holy spirit the comforter to comfort us when our heart breaks..

For whatever pain I’m feeling right at this moment, I know that it’s all for good..as Romans 8:28 says that..And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, whoever been called according to his purpose.

Stay strong as God will be with us…Be honest with God and tell God today your innermost feelings, God knows you best..He truly understands.. Go to Him and rest in Him… Only Him can give you the comfort that ease you heart..

I’m happy that I have Him. =D

too lazy to update...

I've sooo much to say... to tell.. to update.. but i'm just too lazy.... >.< aarrrgghhhh... I'll try harder next time.. hahaaa..

The land of Kampuaaa... HERE I COME!!!!

Well.. though i have lotsa time.. but i'll try to make it short.. ahahaa...

9th of August..

Early morning.. Mel pulled me up.. hahaa.. to get ready for our early flight..=D mine was 0810..some came with me.. some were stil sleeping soundly as their flights werent that early..

My heart was shouting for joy when the airport stood rite in front of me.. Laughss.. I'd been waiting for this moment to come the day since i landed Labuan.. ahahaa.. happily we checked in, got our boarding pass and waited for the time to FLY!!! poor ah guang gt taxed for his 4L wine.. hhaaa..RM10 was pretty worthwhile though.. ahhaa..

I got 3 bulky hand luggages.. and lucky me got the first row seat and there was no place to place all my luggages.. Thank God for sending me great and handsome steward =P.. hahaa... Once i sat down on my seat.. i started to dozed off (as usual) even before the flight took off..I was drooling already when suddenly everyone were standing up and heading the doorway.. I was shocked.. I actually thought that i arrived Miri already but was kinda doubtful as well.. I asked others and found out something was wrong with the plane and we had to get down...I was blurred that time.. took everything and left..

Later.. we're given free nasi goreng and mineral water from MAS to compensate for our inconvenience.. Waiting and waiting somemore... one hour passed.. two hours passed... i started to get worried as my connecting flight from Miri to Sibu was 1320.. i must go back that day as Phebe was waiting for me!! we all prayed real hard.. i tried to ask them to squeeze me in 1210 flight but it was too full.. i started to get anxious but still trustin that God will make things right.. Soon.. friends using 1210 flight were coming and they laughed at us puas puas.. hahaa.. we were really desperate and restless.. haaa.. FINALLY at 1130am.. an annnouncement gave us all the hope!! we ran all the way to the plane..!!! hehee..

1320 i arrived Sibu.. but i didnt see anyone i noe..mom, dad. phe and joyce.. none of them were there.. i called and just knowing that they haven arrive.. hahaaa..Later.. i saw my car coming!!!!

taken by phe.. hahahaa.. i noe.,. i look fat.. cos the truth is i grew fat!! hahaa...n i was very 狼狈 already.. hahaa...

I finally met Phebe n Joyce... i was feeling sooooo happieee... God.. Thank U soo much.. i couldnt believe it u noe?? i was like in my dream.. !!!i couldnt express my feeling.. i was ssoooooo touchedddd... FINALLY!!!! God reli providessss....

Haaaa... went to sushi tie right away!!! =P

baby octopus.. to mic's mouth!!! =p

Later.. went to church as phebe's playing piano for sunday's service.. they were having a practice.. it was great to be back to church.. sitting beside phebe, listening to her singing and playing the piano.. i stil couldnt believe that all that were true.. i really missed it soooo much... the days when you played in youth worship service.. the day when u sang beside my ears... i missed them soooo much!!!!!!!! PHEBE.. you're finally back!!!

Arrived home later... Mom showed me the shoes, sandals and things she bought for me... hahahaa... *touched* they all look soo cute.. hahahaa.. mom and dad were as caring as usual.. awww... i missed my home... hahaa.. some changes were made... it's sooo great to be home.........

The smell of holiday..... :p

8th of August..

Finally.. it's here.. I could finally go back to sibu!!after classes till 1130am... mid term break officially started.. we packed our stuffs n left KML!!! [thanks to Dee2 and Ain for helping me to "pull" down my huge luggage down 4 floors] We all squeezed into the church's van n left for church.. [we're staying there tat nite]

tat noon..we went around shopping for all kinds of chocolates and alcoholic beverages.. everyone spent sooooo muuuucccchhh on them.. hahaa.. as if they are free..we bought baskets of them.. haha.. hundreds are spent..now we noe wher's da place tat sell cheap ones.. we're lik ah sim surveying for prices, bargaining with the tauke.. laughss.. had lotsa fun tho..but real tired....went to the ferry terminal.. n it's nice!! =D had kfc for our dinner...

tat nite.. 080808...aahahhaaaa... the whole world's waiting for the arrival of 8pm.. hahaaa.. we all gathered at a church's uncle house to watch OLYMPIC's opening ceremony!! heheee... Stil searching the channel.. hahaa.. everyone's soooo excited!!

It was cool!!! but.. i stil cant tolerate the "huang mei diao" thingy.. haahaa.. =X everyone's cheering upon the unique performance and really grand opening.. =D I was kinda impressed with China..hahaa.. didnt expect it to be that special.. hahaa.. thanks to aunty for a great meal also.. hehee..We're all squeezed in a van that nite on our way back to church.. singing songs from streams of praise.. awww.. it's just like a group of kids in a van heading sumwher beautiful..perfect...n live happily ever after...the sky were full of starss... heart was singing for joy and peace that came from the holy spirit... awww.. hahahaa.. well.. i was imagining again.. =X

Back to reality..spent time sharing with pastor about my spiritual life in Labuan and the areas i'm serving in.. It was great to tell pastor my piece of mind.. I'm praying for our fellowship to grow spiritually in this whole year in Labuan.. I see so many people seeking God over there..I'm great to see more and more non-christian friends coming to church.. i realised that KML is a big harvest field.. am i really ready for it? :D pray more for me..

After that...packed chocolates till 1 sth and had beer with ah ma n mel.. hahaa..we couldnt sleep that nite.. probably tooo excited about going back? hahaa.. [we're all sleeping on the floor with ultra thin mattress] ah ma n i squeezed in one.. LOL.. ;later, ah ma felt cold and couldnt sleep well.. tossing and turning.. poor thing.. i was sleeping lik a pig.. =X

i'm getting long=winded here.. writing sth unimportant.. hahaa.. just feel like writing after all this while.. =D

awwww.....................

[beloved gor gor n da sao]

My eldest bro and his fiancee

They looooooook sooooooooo cccccuuuutttteeeeeeee!!!

Getting married soon~

19th December 2008

n i'll be the bridesmaid!! XD

hiak hiak hiak..

n i'm back in sibu!!!! yay!!!

SSSssooooOOooo HAaaaappppiiieeeee

will upload more photos..

n will update the blog ssssooooonnnnnnnnn!!!!!

=D

Happy Graduation!!!!

Happi Graduation to Daniel and Charles.. hahaa.. AH BANG AND AH BOY!!!! It was yesterday.. my eldest bro finished his master degree and my second bro finished his 4 years of studies in National University of Singapore... TT and the sad news is i couldnt be there to witness all these.. >.< It's the first time that i feel so left out.. and i actually missed them sooo much that i would never believe it.. ahaha.. well.. i never knew i could actually missed them soooo much.. hahahaa..So many Memories flashing through my mind... They are getting a family photo in the studio there with grandma. daddy, mommy and da sao.. I couldnt be there too!!I've been waiting fot this day to come foorrr soooooo long... yet......AAAAAAaaaa...i couldnt be there.. *screams*..

All this becos... I'm stuck here in LABUAN!!!!! preparing for my UPS- ujian pertengahan semester.. coming up on monday!! SOBS... well well...

I'm really happy that brothers are finally graduated now.. i bet Mom and Dad must be the happiest creature on earth yesterday.. witnessing two of their sons graduating leh.. hahaaa.. well.. (they must be proud =X) I'm also proud of u both leh!!!!... (i got new money source... hiak hiak hiak hiak.. that's the main point bah...) aahahahaa....

Aaaa... i cant write much.. i gotta rush for my report...

I really thank God for my family.. =D i miss them soo much... Thank U Lord that they are both graduated now.. n i' pray that God will continue to lead them in future!! =D

LOVE U ALL!!!...I'm STIL FINE!! hehee.. n alivee.....

Updateeeeeee...

Well...i'm stil alive and healthy.. almost everyone's sick... but thank God i'm stil ok!!! ahahahaa...Life is super duper busy here..hahaaa.. homework n cacated facilities make life hard... hahaha.... if it's nt water shortage then we'll get black out... if we get black out.. we'll have all the lectures cancelled... and if the weather is hot... then you'll feel like you're walking around in the desert without water (since the water machine oso not working) n wind...(in baju kurung summor) it's devastating when we first experienced it.. it didnt last 2-3 hours only.. but from early morning to noon... adddduuuhhhh... laughsss... water shortage is another major problem here... there's one nite when all the 4 gal's hostels short of water... i was desperate enough to go bathe with them at the tangki there with sarongs.. addduuuhh... (well.. this reminds me of longhouse trip).. hahaa... Life goes tough when you wake up in the morning.. having an urgency to visit the toilet.. (well.. u noe..=X) hahaaa... and yet there's no water for u!!!!! I got so desperate walking from block to block.. and soon.. the pain's gone.. -.- Laughss... Well.. This is life here!!!! hahahaa... We spend lotsa time walking to other blocks to bathe.. especially when i live at the 4th floor... aaadddduuuhhh.... (lagi) hahaahaa... people get depressed.. it's undeniable.. u c sad faces almost everyday around.. sometimes it get so unbearable... so please pray hard!!... XD

I'll use point form... it seems easier... hahaahaa...

Current news:
-My roommie, Jess get maktab and she's leaving.. i'm so gonna miss her.. though she's the penakut.. sleeping with me in the same bed almost every single nite.. (too many hanunted stories everyday... it's like endlesss... encounter wif the evil ones..) though she gets hyper most of the time... though she's crazy at times... but i'm reli gonna miss her lots... >.< So now.. i only have 2 rooommieesss...
~Ah ma's birthday today!!!Happpiiieeeee birrrtttthhhhddddaaaayyyy... hahahaaaa... Surprises for her... XD heheee... tis makes life beautiful when a fren smiles here.. :D
~My roommie brought us small cooker!! meaning we can cook already!!! well.. she seledup in.. is this suppose to be a news?? hahaa..
~3 of my tutorial mates leaving us for maktab.. while another one already left.. two of them, Nadzaty and Debora are the close frens i have here.. soooo gonnna miss them.. wish them all da best!!
~my semester exam is on 21st-22nd July...but lotsa quiz coming up.. sooo jia you!! pray for me!!!!!
~Lee Ying and Kuei Feng are both alright.. stil astayin alive.. but please do pray for them.. studies.. difficult life here... >.< ahaahahahaa....
~Shin Li's ear infected... So pray for her!!! that her ear will be painless and nanah-less...
-Hui Ming left for jpa!! all the best gal!!!! GOD BLESS U!!! it was great fooling around with her when we're stil in the physics class..
-went to a saxophone concert at church.. it's soooo great...was greatly touched and reminded of God's love.. Jesus dying on the cross for our sins.. Was greatly reminded to stay strong and firm over here in this isolated island o glorify His name!!
-I fell down.. hahaa.. a lot.. and there's one which is quite serious.. well.. i borught my clumsiness here... (mom, if u're reading this.. pls don get worried.. hhaaa... i'll be more careful)
-Going back to sibu on 9th August!!!!!!
-No holiday in december!!! >.<
-Joyce going to UCS!!!! (well.. i'm too slow.. maybe u all noe already...) WISH U ALL THE BEST BEN PO!!! don go blur blur ah!!!!!


Things i miss.....
-My family!!! (especially when i think of ah bi and ah boy's convocation which i am going to miss out.. >..<) my house!!!!
-CHEAP , yummy food!!!!!
-Frens in Sibu!!!!!!.... 9stil waiting for phebe to come here visit me!!)
-frens who left for jpa, maktab, universities, overseas... >.<
-Youth worship service!!!!!!advisorss and people derrrr...
-My gb galssss... >.<
-the kids in longhouseeee!!!!!
-non-kurung attire... haahaha.. XD
-WATER!!!
-TOILET!!!!
-BATHROOM!
(laughss.. i better stop.. the list will never end....)

There's toooo much things that i wanna say... but tooo little time... i have another lecture coming up in half an hour.. i have free period now.. so i can blog.. :D it's been ages!!!!! hahahaaa...

My prayer items:
-studies
-health
-facilities here
-devotional life
-my testimony
-people and relationship here
-time management

THANKS a lot... well.. this post'll be real messy... because.. i'm typing like a machine.. without thinking much.. soooo.. it'll be real cacated...

BYE FOR NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS U ALL!!!!!!

Tidak berjaya...

I didnt get maktab.. T.T
HAhaaaa...
jia you ba.. pats to mic!!!!
laughss...
STAYING STRONG!!

nothing much.. =D

My physics lab period ended earlier.. so i'm here going online.. hehe.. Wheeeee... :D

Finally i heard from mom last night.. she's finally back!! :D Thank God that she did not get sick this time!! :D

Well.. lessons started already.. so far so good.. We start having lots of notes to copy, tutorial homework to do.. and..Some of the tutorials and lectures are still cancelled.. So yea.. Sabar lah...Things will be better by next week i guess..

Hm...People who appealled for jpa scholarship knew about the result already last night.. (including me) Obviously, i did not get it.. :D But i'm ok with it because God's in control.. hehe.. Pats to those who did not get it.. and congrats to those who get it!! All the best to you all.. I'm stil patiently waiting for education scholarship.. (coming out in 5 days time!!).. hahaa.. Sam.. sabar lah... Pray for me! :D

Oh ya.. my physics lab lecturer just told us that we'll be having wireless connection in two months time!!! I hope it's true..!!! hehee.. God answered my prayer!!

nothing much... logging out.... =P (lazy lah...)

Whhhheeeee

Wheee.... i'm here in the library's computer room!!! I can go in my blog!!!! COOL!! finally... i do not feel isolated in an island...laughss...



Well.. lessons suppose to start today.. but everything is kinda cacat here.. I'm still in physics class.. yes.. i know.. *SOBS*.. and,,This morning, our first lecture lasted 20 minutes.. and i'm supposed to be having my second lecture now but i'm here blogging.. sooo you know la.. hahaaa.. well.. What can I say.. laughss.. we end up hunting for books here in the library..surprisingly.. they have many tempting books here... Wheeee...



Um.. i have not much to say.. but i heard from PHEBE finally yesterday.. i'm sooo hyper.. laughss.... happiiieee..



Hm... Kuei Feng is not feeling well.. sorethroat.. Shin Li is having flu also...soo people, please keep her in your prayer.. :D Pray that she'll get well soon.. hehee...(and i just heard Dennis coughing a few computers away..haha.. pray pray pray) I think the weather here is making everyone getting sick.. SObss.s..



Oh ya.. i typed a long long post yesterday at the cyber cafe in town.. but something went wrong and part of them..(most of them) disappeared... SOBS... hahaaa... I was telling you all about the church camp i went last week.. :D It was GREAT.. to be in church again.. it's like.. going back to HOME... awwwww... and it's sweet to be around people who love God dearly... I came to know a few wonderful friends... :D I pray that we'll continue to love and encourage each other..hehe...



Hm.. briefly about the camp.. We had a bbq nite on the first day..It was fun.. (Mel and I ended up getting our palm yellowish..laughs) Labuan tour on the second day..We went to bird park, marine park, chimney, memorial park... and...I think that was all.. We had fun fooling around.. but the weather was killing us.. laughss.. We went to beach for the third day... (buidling sand castles, playing beach games...fooling around...hahaa) We had lots of fun there!! :D Then we had talent nite that nite.. hahaa.. eveyrone did sketch.. we're only given 5 minutes to prepare.. so it was a bit cacat-ed.. but we ended up laughin our heads off..They're all soooo funnY!! laughsss... And i had my first sunday service her elast sunday!!! WHhhHHHEEEEeee.... :D but i was babysitting the kids.. (noty and hyper ones) laughss.. so yes.. it was basically what happened in camp.. :D cool one!



Well well... Life here.. is still.. sad but true, MEANINGLESS!!.. It's like doing nothing at all everyday.. well.. maybe not nothing at all.. WE TALK fooorrrr houuuurrrssss EVERYDAY!!! laughss.. 5 of us, Shin li, "ah ma" (Ee Shin), Mel, Kuei Feng and I are always together.. talking and talking.... and went out to the town together.. :D Well.. we're like a gang now!! hahaaa.. maybe we'll come up with a name for it soon.. hahahaa.. apparently.. we just meet around the cafeteria..eating and talking..or just sneak into other's room.. and start talking somemore with friends from other places... Ahahaa... we get to socialise a lot... (or maybe tooo much.. hahaa) Hmmm.. That's life here...it's been a week already.. and i really dont see the purpose of coming here soooo early.. hahaa...But.. I'm stil trusting that God's plan is higher than ours!! whee.... pats to all who are stucked here like Robinson Crusoe.. laughss.. JIA YOU ALL!!!

gotta stop babbling here.... hehee... see you all!

BOOoooO!!!

BOO!!!

WELCOME HOME PHEBEEEE!!!!!cant wait to see you.... >.<>.<

Stms-ians are in History Makers now!! jia you all... I miss you all soo much when Sam called just now.. *SOBS*...

I'm still healthy and fine.. missing home and friends at times..( most of the time i would say).. Hahaa.. but i'm still doing great(though life is boring...).. I have known a few new good friends here!! God provides.. :D hehe... Well, Perguruan scholarship will be out 8 days later.. Will i get it? Am i going to leave here? Am i going to leave this bunch of cool friends? Am i going to a new place?... haahaaa..questions and more questions..Pray hard for me.. I'll just leave it all up to God.. I feel kinda confused these days.. So please pray hard for me...THANKS!!! :D

People in Sibu.. i miss you all..!!!!!!!!!..soooo sooooooooo much....

Oh ya.. the application for jpa local scholarships ia available already!! check it out!! I just applied though.. :D

I better go already.. :D God be with you all!!!!!!

Lifeeee... in LABUAN!!!

How come i can go online?? because i am out in the town at a cyber cafe.. ahahahaahaaaa...School havent start.. so 9 of us naughty ones escaped from the "prison"!! hhaaaaaa....

Laughs.. where do i start?...

25th evening i left sibu! :D Esmond and joyce sent me off at the airport. haha.. mom cried.. =X and ahem ahem.. well.. i was okay.. leaving with a heavy heart.. but stil excited about the new journey of life !! :D arrived Miri at about 6sth.. and we're blessed to have a christian taxi driver, Uncle Eric, who's willing to bring Vivien, Kuei Feng and I with TOO MANY luggages.. while the first driver rejected us.. He was ultra friendly and helpful!!!! We arrived Kingwood Inn after that.. it was.. um.. Old and... (better left unsaid.. =X) ahaha.. but it's cheap.. RM95 so.. no complaints.. haha.. Well.. 3 of us dined, shopped a bit.. and had fun fooling around the mall.. and....*fast forward* Next morning, 4am..*door slams* and i was awake!! haha... Vivien, in her baju kurung walked out of the bathroom. (yea.. we had to wear kurung already -.-)haha.. Yes! she's ready already!! haha.. So, Kuei Feng and I reluctantly woke up.. i had a great devotion that morning while Kuei Feng was in the bathroom.. :D After packing.. about 5:15am.. *handpohone rings* Uncle Eric called to wake us up and told us he'll be there soon.. hahaa.. early!!*fast forward* We flied from Miri to Labuan at 7am++.. Arrived at the Labuan Matriculation College at 8am++................

I was SHOCKED.. it was BIG, NICE, NEW.... and.. out of my expectation!!haha.. After registering.. we moved to our hostels.. i was allocated at Block C 4th floor.. Yes.. 4th floor!!!! ahahaa... I had to moved my luggage (20.3kg), a hand luggage and a sling bag up the stairs!!!! (thanks Sii Ying for helping) But... We nearly died... haha..It was torturing!! ahaha... My room is not bad la.. Better than I thought (so much better than MTS's =X)..

I want to upload more pictures.. but.. apparently... the computer here is super ultra slow.. that... i cannot do so.. so sorry..i'll do so when i have the chance..

Well.. i have three roomies.. hehe.. 1 kadazan(Jessica) and two malays (Ilma and Azi)..They are VERI cute, friendly and cheerful.. HYPER most of the time.. laughss.. they speak super fast malay and they roll their tongues!! haha.. I hardly catch what they say so most of the time, they have to slow down.. and of course.. i speak cacat-ed malay and bahasa rojak (malay+ english) haha.. I love my roomies.. they are helpful.. Azi and Ilma are PDT students.. so this is their second year here.. so i learnt almost everything from them.. their friends are hyper too.. Whale, Rin.. and.. many of them..We talk a lot.. haha..Thank God for these wonderful roomies.. hahaa...Hwa Lin is just beside my room.. so cool.. :D Others are at different blocks.. T.T

Okay..food here... for the cafeteria nearest to my block... is expensive!! and.. thy do not look nice.. and yes.. they do not taste nice as well.. haha.. but.. i'll try to learn to get used to them.. you cant find non-spicy and non-oily food here.. haha.. well well..... jia you.. pats..

The facilities here.. badminton court, tennis court, mini stadium, basketball court, soccer field.. and many many others... too many to name them all out, plus i havent actually finish exploring.. because the campus is too big.. which becomes a problem to us too.. we have to walk so much from a place to another.. Good exercise though.. haha.. well well.. the facilities here.. i would say they are not bad..

The weather here is.... KILLING us.. burning hot.. and wearing baju kurung under the sun is no fun at all.. haha.. it's soo hot.. and we sweat a lot here!! well.. the attire here is kinda troublesome for us.. collar shirt, long pants.. even outside lecture hall..it's like.. you are in your short pants in your room when someone asked you to meet her or him up at the cafeteria.. and you have to change long pants before doing so.. pretty troubling and uncomfortable.. haha.. no choice...

And guess wad.. although i'm missing out the 3 other camps in Sibu.. (congrats to my juniors for their 4th position in drill competition :D for uniform camp!) i just joined a church camp here from 29th may-1st june!! hehe.. at a methodist church.. :D cool isnt it? God does provide.. but yes.. we'll be having holiday from 29th-2nd june.. i was wondering.. what is the point of coming here so early? when you dont have class and all that... (yes.. lessons havent start..)..haha..

Oh ya.. Vivien left us.. T.T she decided that she prefers form six.. so she's going back to Sibu on 31st May!! so.. she'll be back to L6s3 =D.. wish you all the best.. Vivien.. WE WILL MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH... >.<>

Well.. i better stop.. (RM 3 for an hour!! sooo expensive la) life's good here.. i'm adapting well.. i'm happy with things here.. Life is boring here though.. no computer.. no TV.. nothing much to do since lessons haven start.. but i get to have more time to mix around and talk with new peoople.. and also i can spend more time with God here with less distractions.. :D hehe.. I'm fine.. healthy and doing ok.. so dont worry about me!! I'll survive.. it isnt as bad as i thought.. hahahaa.. I do miss home (dad called five times on the first day.. cool!!you miss me right? haha).. hehe.. but i'm coping with the life here.. hehe..

People...Have a great youth camp!! and History Makers conference..!!!!!! I'll pray that God speaks to each one of you in these camps!!! :D heheheeee... MISS YOU ALL!!!! :D Sms me if there's any prayer request okay??

PHE IS FLYING BACK TO MALAYSIA TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaa..

p.s: Sorry if everything is in a mess.. i dont have much time here... hahaa..

*Pondering*

Well... I was pondering on the things happened lately.. giving thanks to our mighty God.. and the list was long!!!!

1. The tour which mom is supposed to lead postponed from 23rd to 26th May.. That gives mom the chance to help me out with all the packings and preprations. Perfect Timing.
2. Dad's transferred back to SIbu office after being trasferred to Sarikei office for THREE months! it's a broken record! laughs. I would say it's a blessing in disguise as dad gets to come back because of his operation in Feb. (removal of gall bladder) God did not stop here. He went further to bless us.. dad's reporting to Sibu office on monday (exactly the day i'm going to report at matric college) I leave home and dad comes home! This way.. mom has someone to accompany her! PERFECT TIMING AGAIN!aww..It's an answered prayer!
3. Dad started going to church!!!!!!! Joy that words cannot describe..Praise GOD!
4. i got the perguruan interview.. which brought Sam here also.. (same time same venue) and we're given the chance to write on our mission trip experience!! So cool!! It's like God arranged everything. Stms-ians(Sam, me, tim, ezra, xia wei, mic) also get to see each other again! YAY!!
5. Bintulu trip wif MAF. I was there last weekend. Upon arrival, Lily (one of the stms-ian who's in Kedah studying) sudddenly smsed me and said that she's coming back to Sarawak. I was SO SHOCKED! we screamed.. because.. what a perfect timing! We get to meet up with each other (Sam and niu niu too)!! so unexpected! Cool, isn't it?
6. Me not getting JPA scholarship. It makes me stronger! :D Learning a lot from this phase of life that i'm going through.. :D To have faith and trusting fully that it's God's will.. n learn to rejoice! Qoute* Afflictions are meant to make us strong!
7. Getting Matric! :D ..having the chance to get emo.. and grow up!
8. Phebe just told me that they are planning to go Sabah. So there's a high chance of us hanging out together!! YAY!! see? God provides..
9. My family. Who had been there.. encouraging me and helping me to figure out which path to make.. Also, more time for me to spend with my family..
10. My bunch of wonderful friends who really show their love and care throughout these few months which seemed to be real draggy.. full of endless waitings and decisions to make..Thanks for all the prayers and encouragement!

God's grace is just too abundant for me to list them all down. (plus this post is getting too long again..haha..) :D I'll learn to continue to be joyful always; pray continually; and give thanks in all circumstances. Because our GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!!!.. even in bad times.. :D

Time to go..byes..

Finally.. i finish packing already!! So many things to pack!! Shopped like crazy for the last two days.. and it's really tiring!.. (Thank You Mom and Dad for running around shopping for my stuffs too!!) haha...i stuffed everything into the luggage till it's obese now.. XD..laughss..and it's so heavy!!! (wondering how i am going to pull that up the stairs.. hahaa)

Am i ready to go now?

Hehe.. i don't know.. haha.. the last day to be here in Sibu.. i feel weird.. haha.. it's like..it doesnt seem real.. stil cannot believe that i'm heading Labuan so fast..my flight from sibu to miri tomorrow will be at 4:45pm..(it's past midnight.. so it's today!.. XD) then i'll be staying in Kingwood INN, Miri tomorrow night with Kuei Feng and Vivien..Ee Heng and Dennis are going with us too..hehe.. Then we'll have to catch another flight on monday EARLY morning, 7++ am to Labuan.. and report :D I pray that everything goes smooth.. :D

Hmm...I'm sorry for those who didnt get matric.. *pats* but i believe that God has a better plan for you all! Please continue to trust that He'll provide and make your path straight! ok? You might not be able to see it yet now.. don't lose heart but wait patiently and everything will work out beautifully... God is faithful..JIA YOU!!!

Lesley (one of my seniors) called earlier and advise me on matric..hmm.. water shortage.. n hmmm.. old facilities...and ummm.. spicy food.. and hmmmmm... wearing baju kurung everyday???... because only skirts are allowed unless you wear a long skirt (which obviously i do not have.. XD) I thought slacks are allowed!!! luckily aunty bought me another 2 sets 2day.. so now i have 5!! awww.. meaning 1 for each studyin days.. hahaaa... funny la.. wearing the same thing every week.. hahaa.. oh well.. laughs.. at least there're some good news!! unexpectedly fast internet connection!! WHhheeee... loving lecturers they have over there!! awww.. and most importantly, there's a church to go to!!! *GRINS* thanks lesley for the precious advise..I'll survive!haha

Today.. i'm really touched.. i got a parcel from Sam, my noobkia president from Bintulu!!laughs..very thoughtful farewell prezzie..aww... I'll bring them over.. and will always remember this phrase --> DO NOT PRAY FOR LIGHTER BURDENS BUT STRONGER BACKS..Thanks Sam for all your efforts!!! And.. Esmond.. Thanks for bringing us out for supper..(sorry ah chin and shan that we didnt get to meet in the end >.<)... the cafe was playing "season in the sun" by Westlife where there's a verse that starts off with GOODBYE MICHELLE... Awwww...i really had a great time with you.. You promised me you'll continue going to church and i am reli happi to hear that!! stay strong in Christ!!

Joyce reminded me just now that she's the only one staying among the 7 of us (our gang =p) Well.. She can only leave on September for Aus.. (because she's underage for june intake.. XD poor u..)so she'll be here alone.. patss. jia you!!!! she'll start working for the time being..Crystal.. stay strong also!!! You two must take good care of each other while i'm away!!!...God be with you!!

Thanks to everyone who wished me bon voyage :D Pray that we'll see each other soon!

Hmmm.. so NOW..it's time to go!!!! :D

*waves*

*SPINS*

Yes. My life is SPINNING!! Laughs..Yesterday I was still a lower sixth form student stayin here at my hometown -- SIBU and today a phone call changes everything. yes. EVERYTHING! well, almost......

A new phase of life has just begun!! :D so here i am.. start blogging for the first time!!! :D (basically.. about my life... so i do not have to email to everyone :P laziness)

*clears throat*

To make the story short...this is what actually happened...


KEPUTUSAN PENEMPATAN CALON PROGRAM MATRIKULASI SATU TAHUN (PST) KPM AMBILAN KEDUA DAN CALON RAYUAN


Tahniah! Anda telah ditawarkan ke Program Matrikulasi,Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia.

Nama: MICHELLE HII NING XIN
No Kad Pengenalan: 900412137518
Program Pengajian : Pogram Satu Tahun
Kursus: M001 - SAINS
Nama kolej: 15-KM LABUAN
Tarikh Mendaftar: 22 Mei 2008



Yes! I am offered matrix after appealling. I was happy, shocked,excited and sad at the same time when Vivien shouted over the phone announcing the news. Laughs. I was reading it when suddenly i realised 22nd of May was exactly yesterday! JAW DROPPED. Hoping that they would tell us something like "anda boleh mendaftar seminggu selepas 22 mei", adrenaline rush ended. That means i can stil at least go to uniform camp or even youth mid-year camp. PHEW...but HISTORY MAKERS CONFERENCE!!!! aaaaaaa....

I was tryin to accept it already when Vivien called and screamed over the phone, telling me that we have to be der on 26th May!!!! i was counting..1 more day..2 more..3 more.. wait!!!! 3 MORE DAYS ONLy??!!! *screamsssss* Hahaaa.. it also means that i cant go to any of the camps.. SOBS!!!!Well, yea.. many friends and relatives were shocked..it is just too SUDDEN!! haaa.. Without the chance to scream somemore, i was dragged around WHOLE DAY buying almost everything u can think of. It was the first time i tried on soooo many different baju kurungs. I bought 3 sets of them. Hopefully, that is enough. (thinking of wearing them every single day.. hmm.. i don't know.. it might be good. at least i do not have to worry about what to wear.haha) And i'll be wearing long collar shirts, slacks, n everythin that i don't usually wear... hahaa..

Then.. i needed to hand over camp matters to others... I feel soooooo bad to ditch them last minute. SORRY to my beloved GB juniors and uniform camp committee n oso youth camp committee(esp TK..hahaa..).. I"M SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really AM!!!..>.<>.<..Stil..I'll keep you all in my prayer!!!!!! Always remember..

Phillipians 2:1-4 says...
1If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, 2then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose. 3Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. 4Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.

Have a great camp!!!!

Next would be History Makers conference!!!Missing such a great camp that wud be life-changing made my heart cried out even more!.. I really want to be there and grow!!! But.. still.. sorry I cant make it. T.T Stms-ians (those who r going), i'm so sorry!! I was the one persuading you all to go yet in the end i am the one not going... aaaaa...SO SORRY! and i'm goin to leave Joyce alone in the camp.. T.T SORRY!!! I'll pray that you all have a great time and expect God to speak to each one of you!! =D Stil happy that you all can go! JIA YOU!

Then..here comes another heartbreaking one..I cant meet my friends who are coming back from overseas...Aaaaaa....T.T Sorry...This is really sad.. I want to meet up with you all.. i've been waiting and missing you all.. and now when it's almost time for you all to come back.. i have to go!aaaaaa... *screams* I'm sorry...I BELIEVE GOD'LL PROVIDE A WAY FOR US TO MEET!!!! stil trusting...

Saying Goodbye to parents.. I thought it would be easier.. Hahaa.. but.. nah..i tell you.. NOT AT ALL!!!words cannot describe the feeling to be away from them when finally the day arrives..Now all i'm worried is mom.. because she worries a lot. (ahaha..) Have to commit her totally to God!! hehee... I pray that she'll have PEACE and JOY :D..Now dad and mom can have all the privacy!! XD LAUGHS..and thanks bro for calling back and for all the criticism.. hahaa.. it was sweet though.. LAUGHS!! happi paktor-ing!!

For the friends and teachers i have to leave behind..n also GB (my kids there..aaa..)n Youth worship service!!!!and.. the kids in longhouse.. TTThanks for everything you all had done in my life.. i'm really reluctant to say goodbye.. i might not have the time to say a proper goodbye to everyone of you..Sorry >.< GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!

Well Well well.. I really do not know what God's will is in my life at this moment.. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND.. It's a major test..TTkinda tough i would say..But still i believe His ways and thoughts are higher than ours.. and i'll stay strong in Him..n by faith I'll get going!!! JIA YOU!.. Although suddenly there're many many things that i have to let go, to sacrifice.. Yet..I trust that there's a purpose for all these.. and God'll make everythin perfect and beautiful in His time. :D I'll wait patiently for this day to come.. when i can look back n say.. "AH! NOW I UNDERSTAND!" hehee..

I'm so gonna miss u all..

Now.. i wanna say thank you to all the friends who are praying for me... =D THANKS A BUNCH!!!!!!!!!



*sorry if this goes a bit long-winded.. haha.. forgive me.. i would not have the chance to write so much once i get there though.. so bear with me.. haahaaa..*