Telling u...

It had been a long time since i updated my blog..
I thought I would stop blogging until lately..
I guess I will try to start blogging bit by bit..

You might wonder what I am doing and mayb wher on earth i am now..
I am currently in my hometown, Sibu.
Being a temporary teacher in my ex pri sch, Metho primary school. 2 months to be exact.
(15 June - 7 Aug) I will share more about this when I am done with my job. =D A tiring job indeed.

So I'll be enjoying myself after 7th aug most probably until 16th Sept.
I'll be flying off to Sunderland on 16th Sept.
Going to study Pharmacy in University of Sunderland for the next four years.
Would be back in 2 years time I hope.
I just got my visa today.. Thank God for that! =D

A lot had happened.
I would say... God really prepares.. He is the boss. He gives more than you can expect or ask.
I will share more about this when i am ready!
But yes, God has really shown me His faithfulness in my life at this very moment.
God's greatness is greatly shown in bad times!
His grace is more than i deserve.
I just cant help giving thanks =D

Longing to be close to Him once again.

Longing for YOU

Here i stand within Your presence,
longing for Your touch,
a thousand days cannot compare to one day in Your courts.

Hold me now and never ever let me go,
My JESUS, my precious savior,
I am forever yours.

In a state of hunger and thirst for Him.

tired.

I am tired. God..please grab me tight.

New year =D

HAPPIIEEEEEE 2009!!!! hehee...

I'm sorry that i didtn blog before coming back here to labuan again.. hehee... i slept quite earlier on new yeat eve.. ahaha.. the first time i slept before it's 1 2 . ANyway..my new year day started off with a church service n a fellowship party.. it was great.. =D nothing much happens after that besides doing pile of homework... =( ..SOBSss... We dont really feel that it's new year day.. everything is just dull as usual in our college... hehee.. Well well.. as mid sem exam is coming up.. (12-13 jan 2009) everyone gts pretty panicked... So tat's why.. you hardly see people having fun likke what the norm shud be.. laughss...

Well.. nothing much comes to me this new year... my goal? I seriously dont know...a few things that i prayed that i can achieve this year wud be:
1. a closer relationship with our God.
2. a closer relationship with my family
3. get 4 flat in my final (if that's what God has in mind)
4. get the course i wan in the uni i wan. (by God's grace)
5. be joyful!!!! (which is really hard at times)
6. (private)

Hahahaaa... well.. these 5 are the main things i guess.. Well.. lastly..i would like to wish all of u happie new year n have a blessed year!! stay close to God n may God bless u all in eveyrthing this new year!!!!!!! EMMANUEL~

Bro's wedding~

It has been a while since i last updated.. i'm stil alive n fine!!!! hehehehee... =D 2008 is going to end soon.. Ii'm coming back home for christmas break now. It's the same old home, but tis holiday was special. Yes. it is. The whole family was inside this house.. the scene i've missed so much since bros left home. it'd been a while..........since the 5 of us cud sit together under one roof.....tis time it's even more special as one new member joined us under this roof.. =D n tat's none other than my sis in law, Lee Ling! =D Well, my eldest bro finally get married already on 19th December 2008!!! A day i've waited for so long.. hehee.. i was soo excited! i shall post a few photos here...

sorry.. not in the right order.. my cousin, Val n i

well.. obviously it's me.. ahha

ahem ahem.. bahagianya..

auntie n uncle with their 3 cute kids!

Cousins

my best frens!!!!!!

with pastors, Bi ho and mom & Gabriel n mom

Family..

bro's art teacher presenting his oil painting of da sao n bro..

My little cute cous n i..

My second bro n I

Hahaa.. tat's my dad!

WHOLE FAMILY

Auntie Uncle n their 3 kids!!

Cousins n I

Yiyi, bro n I

Pastor Lisa n I

The candle..

Congratulations to my bro n sis in law!!! yippepeeeeee... Weelll..This is all about the wedding.. i know i know, i should write more!!!! i guess i'll do it next time.. heehehee...=d

People.. We seriously need God in everything.. from little things to big things.. He makes everything beautiful.. i trust that more than anything.. =D n i still trust it today...

I really wanna thank God for bro's wedding..for making all these happened.. thank my parents for everythin they have done for the preparation.. n deep down in my heart i pray for bro n sis in law's happiness.. =D Please have the best marriage under God's blessings.. Always stay close to God!!...

Well.. if there's a chance.. i'll tell u more about wat happen in the past few months!! hahaa.. sorry...

Hard times?

I was pondering…

Life is not all about smooth sailing.. nor all about suffering.. There’re times when you get really desperate and just cry out to God, telling Him how much you need Him..and how weak you are…

Is pain always a punishment? No.. for example, was God disciplining Job when Job suffered? Nope. God had already held up Job as a model of goodness as He told Satan that no one on earth is as blameless as Job…so why should God discipline a blameless person? Well..a person’s trial may, in fact, be used to win a great spiritual victory. Like how Job has trusted God in his darkest days when Satan insisted that he would curse God.. Maybe this is how people around you can see the strength God put in you and how God can help u make it through when you trust if we are like Job. So shall we give up and mourn all the time we face trials? Or shall we stay strong by the strength from God n rejoice? It’s hard.. it is…..

Pain always come with a purpose. Look at the pain Israel gone thru in the book of Isaiah, but God makes clear that this pain was not arbitrary and purposeless. Like childbirth, it’ll lead to sth happy and good. God also reaffirms that the suffering of Israelites will one day lead to a great missionary among all humanity. Think about the pain we’re bearing right now.. I believe there’s a purpose there.. you might not find it now.. but soon… you’ll understand why…many times I do not understand why things happened but each time I looked back.. I know that they bear different fruits.. patience..love…and many many others..

I always believe that sufferings, pains and afflictions are meant to make us strong. They happen as to mould us into an instrument that God can use for His purposes. I guess we all agree that these afflictions make us grow.. don’t they? It’s just that they are painful.. so we must learn to rejoice and ask God.. wad r the things He want us to learn from each of them.. instead of getting depressed. But often, we’ll just give in to depression and let emotions take over us fully. It’s difficult but by faith, I believe we all can do it!!! =D

Perseverance is what I need to have. -Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who loved Him.- James 1:12 This verse always encourage me the most. =D as God promised me a crown of life! So people.. Persevere but do not let Satan defeats you!

So now, we should be joyful though life’s difficult, hard..painful..as Romans 5:3 said that….but we also rejoice in our sufferings,, because we know that suffering produces perseverance;4 perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does disappoint us, because God has poured out His love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom He has given us. Pray for Holy spirit the comforter to comfort us when our heart breaks..

For whatever pain I’m feeling right at this moment, I know that it’s all for good..as Romans 8:28 says that..And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, whoever been called according to his purpose.

Stay strong as God will be with us…Be honest with God and tell God today your innermost feelings, God knows you best..He truly understands.. Go to Him and rest in Him… Only Him can give you the comfort that ease you heart..

I’m happy that I have Him. =D

too lazy to update...

I've sooo much to say... to tell.. to update.. but i'm just too lazy.... >.< aarrrgghhhh... I'll try harder next time.. hahaaa..