I wonder really.. why I am so worried about exam when it's just an exam after all. It's the way we were brought up I guess, never allowed to fail and was always expected to excel. It used to drag me so much throughout the years, to be honest, still now I could get so stressed out over that few pieces of papers. (It's getting better, really :))
But, to look at it differently, so many times, I found myself so humble and weak before Him. I know I need Him. Few days ago, I found myself on my knees telling Him I could not go any further. (It seriously sound like there's a major issue) HAhaha. And that's when His strength is made perfect. But, yes.. that's how weak I could get when it comes to exam. I believe everyone has different fears in life, and I am sure exam is one of mine.
So, it's sad sometimes to feel oh-i-cant-do-it.. But, hey.. God brings lovely people into life to make it beautiful. I am reminded again that He is ever faithful. Encouragements, smiles, food, every single jia you means a lot. A prayer is so much needed during these times. And, skype dates! They never failed making me smile. I had a friend telling me.. it's nothing to lose really because nothing in this world belongs to us. Even if I fail.. God would not love me less. So what's so big deal about it?? So TRUE. but yes, the chemicals in my body are out of their minds XD haha. Anyway, the first one went alright. (I wouldnt say I would excel but :) no pressure heys.) Thanks for the every encouragements given :)
It's all about coping. Really.=)
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| Haha, oh we were stressed. and randomness! :) |
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| Steamed pao-s for breakfast! :) |
And one of the girls from the gang has a boyfriend already!!! Ah, I just can't help mentioning it here! Congratulations Melissa!! My wishes for both of you to be "xin fu"!! :) Yays. We are really happy about it. We have this special group in fb where we talk and update really. And ah, reading their stories definitely plaster a smile on our faces =) Aw, HE IS ROMANTIC! :P
Anyways, Fang fang and Xiao Hei got married!! It's sooo sweet! God has finally put them together! And I am sure they are being such a good example as God-loving artists. To LOVE "properly" =) HEHE. Touching wei!
And I should really stop youtube-ing and grab some rest and start reading for my friday paper. Pathology and Therapeutics! Ah, the most to memorise!
A friend wrote this to me , "We don't have to do it ourselves, do we? We have God. His infinite strength and love will get us through." beautiful :)
