Monday, April 23, 2012

Unsettled


It's that season of life again, exams. I am never an exam person. I get all sorts of reactions, you name it, I have it. haha. So yea, I really dislike Chemistry and I love other subjects. I enjoy studying other subjects but not Chemistry. It just makes me wonder why did I even chose pharmacy at the first place. Well well.... 

Life achievements, are not meant to be hold on unto. Because all these shall pass, one day. So failures are not meant to bring you down as well. Because they shall pass as well, one day. So, what's such a big deal to fail an exam? It's nothing. I grew up believing that there should be no failure in life, until my brother and Esmond told me that it's fine to fail. Tell me why not? Tell me why cant one fail? 

Why am I even unsettled over such a small earthly thing? Is my God too small that I need to worry about all these things in life? It's just part of life, to be enjoyed. Good and bad times are there for a reason. 

And, His strength is made perfect in my weaknesses.


This song moved me. I am more than flesh and bones, and I am beautiful. I want to believe that I am someone worth dying for. :)