Those moments

Those moments.

Walking alone on the way back home. Listening to songs that stirs up bits of emotions. Walking in the rain. Sitting by the window of the metro. Looking at that something that brings back memories, that particular buidling, that particular bridge, that particular road. Gazing out from the window of my room, behind the curtain. Feeling the sunlight. Looking at the stars in the sky. Waking up in the wee hours. Staying up late. Lying in bed after long hours of uni or work.

Those are the moments.. My brain, my mind, my soul, my heart would start to work so hard....

that I thought of....things....

Things that are and were dear to me which I tried and still trying to put aside. Feelings that I want to let go. Things that matters to me. Words that used to mean a lot. Places that seem familiar. Memories that are still clear and vivid yet had long passed. Things I cherish. People I care.

Sometimes, loneliness creeps in. PTL that at least He is available all the time and whenever we are.

And I miss these things that run in the thought. But, a lot of these things that I thought of, I know I should not be thinking about them. Ughhhh...

It's one of those moments now I guess. : / I better sleep!